Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Determined Decision

When I awoke on the morning of Oct. 17, 2012, the first thing I was aware of was the pain in both my legs. It wasn’t a pain that kept me from sleeping, but for the past three weeks, it was the first thing I had noticed upon waking and walking.  On this morning, the pain was much more intense. Not only did the pain have my attention, but now I was concerned.

 What was causing this pain?

After hobbling into the kitchen and taking a blood pressure pill, I remembered that the night before I had taken my last cholesterol capsule. I reached for the empty bottle and started toward the kitchen phone to call in the refill. It was then that a “light” came on. It was three weeks ago that I had gone back on my three weeks on and two weeks off schedule of taking the cholesterol medicine.

 I knew that this was a modified dosage schedule used sometimes for patients who had side effects from the medication, but I used it because of the cost of the medication which wasn’t covered by my insurance. It had worked fine in keeping my cholesterol down, while saving money. I also knew that leg pain was a side effect of the medication, but for some reason, I had just now made the connection.

What was I going to do? Obviously, the modified dosing schedule wasn’t an option. Before going on the medication, I had tried a low-fat diet. All that accomplished was lowering the good cholesterol: the bad cholesterol never budged. I had tried exercise. I had gone to fitness classes for years and had even spent a few months working out under a trainer. Under the trainer’s guidance, I could do 100 jumping jacks, 50 push-ups, 200 crunches, and many other fitness feats, but the lab numbers for cholesterol never improved. In addition to the low-fat diet and exercise, I had tried other weight-loss programs with modest and temporal results. The most weight I had lost was 12 pounds and the longest length of time of keeping it off was about six months. Losing eight pounds wasn’t that hard, but losing more than that was hard and keeping it off even harder.

I had to do something. I thought back to the days when my cholesterol levels were normal. If I could just get back to or even close to what I weighed then, surely the numbers would change. I remembered that in those days, most of my exercise came from walking. Walking four miles a day several days a week. Over the past 15 years or so, I had put on about 40 pounds. I wondered how much I needed to lose to affect the cholesterol numbers. Obviously, I needed to lose at least half of that.

Although I didn’t like the idea of counting calories, and indeed all the diet plans I had followed up until then promised I wouldn’t need to, I KNEW that was the only way I could effectively achieve the weight loss I needed to lower my cholesterol without medication. It was a scary but determined decision. I would return to walking four miles a day several times a week and keep a daily food journal to track and stay within a calorie range to lose a pound per week. I hoped that the weight-loss didn’t stop at eight, 10 or 12 pounds as it had in the past. Hopefully, this time, I could reach my 20-pound goal.

Online I found the guidelines for losing a pound a week, based on the number of calories needed to maintain a certain weight. I had kept a food journal sporadically in the past, using a program included in software on my computer. Setting a goal of losing one pound per week would help in establishing daily habits, while gradually reducing the amount of calories consumed. This program also provided for tracking daily nutrients, allowing me to see how my daily food choices fell within daily guidelines for sugar and sodium, as well as other nutrients.

For the first eight weeks, I eliminated all added sugar from my daily diet. Well, at least what I thought included added sugar. Not only did I hope this would help with lowering triglycerides and cholesterol, but it also helped with easing into a daily calorie budget. For those first few weeks, my daily calorie budget was just under 1800 calories, which included calories burned from walking. (I made two mathematical blunders in calculating daily calories those first weeks, but the second blunder compensated for the first.) That’s not exactly starving yourself, especially if you eat most meals at home. In fact, I never went to bed hungry. 

During those early months, I would pour myself a half cup of organic Purely O cereal and munch on that. At  the time, this cereal was also fortified with calcium (Currently, it no longer has added calcium.) and not only satisfied late night hunger, but also supplied nutrients. Other times, I would measure out a serving or half serving of nuts. Instead of chips, I bought nuts and began keeping them in the pantry for snacks.  I liked cashews, so that’s what I bought. After figuring out that I used to eat nearly a half bag of potato chips at one sitting, a can of nuts was a bargain and much healthier --  considering, too , that nuts are also more filling and satisfying.

At the end of the first week, I weighed and had lost one pound. That one pound had taken me out of the 180-range and I was now at 179. The following week, I weighed again and had dropped another pound. For eight weeks straight, I weighed and had the same result—another pound lost. At this time, I had lab work done to check my cholesterol and triglycerides. I had been off the medication for eight weeks and wanted to know if this eight-pound weight loss and walking were helping. They were!!! The results were not great, but they had improved to the point where meds were not recommended. Around the same time, I had to lower my dosage for blood pressure medicine. All the walking and eating a lower sodium diet had lessened my need for the medicine, and my dosage was cut in half. My doctor told me I could start weaning off the medicine, but at this point, I was concerned about staying with my new habits and wanted to be more established in them before I went off the blood pressure medicine completely.

By now, it was Christmas time, so I did add back some treats to my daily calorie allowance. I found that being off sweets for eight weeks had lessened my need or craving for them. It didn’t take much now to satisfy a sweet tooth. I started tracking added sugar just like I was already tracking sodium and tried to stay within the recommended guidelines. If I went over a day or two a week, I didn’t worry about it. It was still much, much better than what I was doing before. But most days, I did stay within the guidelines, and it was freeing to be able to have a treat without guilt. To my surprise, I found that my favorite recipes for treats fell within these guidelines -- if I limited my servings. That is key to treats. Make them at home. You can also adjust the sugar in most recipes and get the same results. After examining the ingredients more thoroughly on commercial treats, I decided to make my own or do without. During that first Christmas, I still baked but cut back to about two or three baked goodies for the entire season.

It was during this time that I also discovered an app for my new phone that would track my daily calories and nutrients, as well as my walking and exercises and make the adjustments each week as I dropped another pound. It would also compute my recipes into calories and nutrients. I could even scan my food purchases into my phone for calorie and nutrient info. I loved this app! Not only did it do all the a fore mentioned tasks, but it also archived all my daily entries and showed me dates of when I could expect to reach goals. Now, everything I had been doing on my computer for the past eight weeks could be done in seconds on my phone. I could even record my weekly weight and see how my daily calories and calories earned through walking and exercise were adjusted. For each pound lost, my daily calories were adjusted down six calories daily one week and seven  calories down the following week and then returned to six again the following week. I don’t understand the math in this, but I do know it worked for me. I continued to lose a pound per week.

When the  first week of January came around, I had reached a 10-pound weight-loss. And that was after going through Thanksgiving and Christmas. Some people were noticing the weight-loss now, including my husband. My husband decided to join me, and I set up the app for him on his phone. It was also around this time that I started getting a little anxious. This was where in the past I had reached a plateau and the weight-loss stopped. Not this time!. Each week, the predicted one pound fell off. When I reached the 15-pound loss, I started feeling more confident in the plan. In March, I returned to my doctor to discuss the plan and get new lab tests. I reported to him that I now had lost 21 pounds. He was so proud of my efforts and results. My lab results had improved even more. I did not need the medication for cholesterol at this point. My doctor told me I could come off the blood pressure medicine also, but again I wanted to wait until I had stayed with these new habits for at least a year. But the dosage of blood pressure medicine was furthered reduced again to just one-fourth a dose per day.

After losing 20 pounds, I reset my goal to losing 25 pounds. At my doctor’s visit, I discussed this new goal with him and reset it to 30 pounds. After I reached 30 pounds, I planned to reset to losing another 10 pounds at one-half pound per week. I didn’t want to go on maintenance with 500 calories suddenly added back to my daily allowance. Adding back 250 calories a day to my daily allowance would take off the remaining 10 at an even slower pace and further entrench these new habits.

At the end of May, I was in near disbelief as the scales confirmed that I had exceeded my original goal of losing 20 pounds. I had now lost 30 pounds. Now I wondered how the one-half pound per week loss would work out, as I added back 250 calories per day to my daily allowance. It worked. When I returned to my doctor in early November, I had lost a total of 38 pounds. When I saw my lab results at this visit, I felt like crying. My triglycerides number was GREAT—around what it had been 30 years before – and a good number for my cholesterol. My doctor told me that my blood pressure medicine could not be reduced any lower, so I began the weaning off process and then went off it completely.

When I first returned to walking as my primary exercise, I tried walking five miles a day about five times a week. Right away, I noticed that the fifth mile was rough on my knees, so I stopped at four, and found my knees could take that. When I discussed the walking and calorie tracking with my doctor, he said four miles was plenty. For the first two months or so, my walking speed was 18 minutes for each mile. After three months or so, I was walking a mile in 16 minutes. After six months of walking four miles a day for four or five times a week, I was completing all four miles in 15-minute miles. Then after about a year and half, I was walking four miles in 14 minutes each. At this point, it just seemed natural to add a slight jog to part of each mile. So with my doctor’s approval, I started doing this.

From the beginning of my return to walking as my primary form of exercise, I have included some mat exercises, as well as some for stretching and balancing. In addition, I work out with weights once or twice a week. I have gone to a lot of fitness classes over the years, and the mat, stretching and balancing exercise I do were learned in those classes. Occasionally, I still go to fitness classes when my favorites are offered – kick boxing and some form of aerobic step.

During the first eight weeks of tracking daily calories, I didn’t add my walking and exercises as “earned calories.” First of all, I wasn’t sure of a number to assign to them, and secondly, I didn’t want to get in the habit of rewarding myself with extra food. Thirdly, while I was new at logging daily food entries, I knew it was more than possible I would forget to log something, and the calories earned from walking would hopefully cover that and anything I logged wrong. After I started using the “Lose It” app, I banked the calories earned for walking for planned indulgences and also to cover mistakes in entries logged, and in a few cases, ingredients I forgot to list in computing some of my recipes. These mistakes can and do happen. Thankfully, I’ve had enough overage from my walking to cover them and met my goals. Although I didn’t realize it at the time and didn’t account for it, I was gaining muscle from the consistent mat exercises.

Like many other challenges in life, the hardest part is on the front end. Although I really couldn’t say this has been hard as far as the eating part. I don’t feel starved or go to bed hungry. Not even in the beginning. For me the hardest part was in the beginning when I wondered if it would really work—if I could make it past the plateau point in my past—and if it would bring improvement to my lipid panel.

Sometimes, I’m asked if I lost this weight by sticking to 1,200-1,400 a day. The answer is no. In going back and looking at the entries from the early weeks and months, I see that most days I took in around 1,600 calories.  There were a few days when I only took in around  1200-1,400 calories, just due to the fact  I was extra busy or just had lower-calorie meals. Even with the lower calorie in-take, I was meeting daily essential nutrient requirements.  I stopped eating junk when I started tracking calories, so everything I ate counted toward these requirements.  A few times, I checked my daily log-ins and saw that I had only taken in 1,200 or so calories, and I would eat something whether I was hungry or not. I didn’t want to take in lower than my allowance and risk lowering my metabolism.

Going  on maintenance at 140 pounds brought my daily calorie allotment back to 1,689 calories before walking or any exercise and more than adequately covers three meals and managed treats. I still weigh several times a week. I don't plan to end the daily logging. It's working and it's become part of my daily life. I do not want to go back.

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